Your light

It has been a while..

I have been thinking, about a scripture, Matthew 5:14-16

 You are the light of the world. A city on a hill cannot be hidden. Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. In the same way let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven

This always makes me so happy! It reminds me of sunlight, darkness penetrate sunlight and it, everyone can see it and it is so warm. 

Impostor

From the big, black boots to the red hat,

All the adults thought it a hoot

Too fool all the children that

It was the genuine saint in the red suit.

One by one the impostor called each child's name,

To sit upon his knee, a gift to recieve.

One by one each child came,

Eyes wide, willing to believe,

That jolly Santa clause was in there home, 

With sack full of wondrous toy,

For each child to own,

Hold treasure and enjoy.

The last child from the red suited knee, did hop,

'I think,' She wispered, 'Santa is POP!'

                        

                                                            For my much loved Pop =)

Fail day

Yesterday was such a fail day

This included trying to smile at a train guard with chocolate in my mouth!! ( no not a teeth smile thankfully) He looked like he was having such a bad day i thought I would try cheer him up..
It also included walking into a chair, pole and door ( in my defense it was a glass door) 

I am glad that today is going a bit better I think this could be because I have stayed away from chocolate and have not been doing things when walking

Super Heroes night tonight!! going to be epic 

(here comes the power puff girl/ possibly girls )

A new me?

I am definately a person who was never keen on change. I don't know why but it scared me almost more then spiders. 

After making the biggest and best change of my life - to live my life for Jesus - I have been finding it a lot easier.

For one thing I had been deciding weather or not to shave my head for cancer over the last few years. I was always scared to though. This was one of the first things I prayed about and after I had talked to God about being scared I just started feeling really excited and motivated to do it... So now I sit here with about two and a half cm of hair on my head.

Although I wasn't keen on these changes I have always been keen on changing my room. 

From when I was 8 years old to about 2 weeks ago I had a bright blue and green room with a flower pattern around the middle. Now when I was 8 this was like the most amazing bedroom ever.. It was like a garden that I didn't have to weed, but I quickly got sick of it.

We have recently moved and this was another change that I wasn't so keen on but one thing that made it better was that my room here has  white walls and cream curtains !!! Now I have been wanting this for a very long time so I can completely make my room how I wanted. 

So today I went shopping with my mum and bought pillows, flowers a cream bed throw and these really cool boxes made from newspaper and now it looks amazing !! It is finally a place that I can relax, do my art and feel like i don't have to explain that I chose the room when I was little and that if i could I would change it.

While I have been watching this The big bang theory has been on in the background and I just caught Shaldon saying that his friends were 'Having fun wrong' - oh how I wish he was my friend

Being Tested

"Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.

                                                                                                         - ISAIAH 40 : 30 - 31

Lately has been a hard time for me.. 


My very strong and Brave friend Natasha Redmond passed away on 29th May 2011 After a long fight with Cancer.


I will never Forget Natasha and her amazing Gift that God had given her.. 
No matter how hard you try to hide your real feelings, Natasha would know what you were feeling, what you were truly feeling. Sometimes it came as such a shock when she would confront it because you would be trying to convince yourself that you weren't feeling that way. 
I would not be the person that I am now if I didn't meet Natasha, she introduced me to perfect love.. Our God
She also made me deal with what i was trying to hide so that I would be able to feel Strong and Confident.


Trying to deal with Natasha's death has truly tested my faith. In the moments when I was most angry with God because I couldn't understand why he had taken him from earth at such a young age, I had to know that he only meant for Natasha to be in this life for this long and that now she is in a place where she will never feel pain. 



You are always in our hearts Natasha and have touched many people X